Today is the 20th January 2008 .

Techno-ing . . .

Techno-ing . . .

Techno-ing . . .

I'm so naive . Or rather, very very naive ? I think i'm the most naive 17 years old girl in the world .

Slept at 3am this morning, unable to drift off to rest . My mind is full of images and people . =( . Woke up at 12noon and got myself a cup of ceylon tea . It's 3.35pm now, i haven't had my breakfast, and i haven't had my lunch, dinner ? No appetite . Skip . Let alone afternoon tea or supper .

Look what you've did to me . Not to me . Shall i say . . . look what you've done to my mind ?

Angry . Sad . Disappointed . Stupid . That's how i feel now, or rather these two days .

I've said it out last night, to the least, i would not regret, to the least, the person knows, to the least . . . i wouldn't be trapped by it so badly like yesterday .

I'm going to write it all out in my book diary, all the details, all my feelings, all my thoughts and all that happens .

Wish me luck in feeling better .

I would appreciate if anyone knock me out now . Save me from the bitter part .